You Warm My Heart

Hon,


Having your love has been the best thing thats ever happened to me. I'm thankful to have you in my life. You are perfect, everything about you, everything you do seems so flawless. I feel so loved, I feel all I've longed to feel. I've told you many times already and I will continue to always let you know. Just experiencing life with you is a gift I could hardly contain. You bring out the goodness in me. You've been wonderful to me, to my family. You make me really happy hon. And even though were apart so much of the time, it's made up each time I see you again!

That feeling that I get is overwhelming every time that I do get to see you for the first time in such a long awaited visit. As the days go by my feelings for you are continously growing deeper and much more stronger. Damn just thinking about seeing you again I'm getting butterflies:P  Time is  a ticking and I'm anxious to see you...

Hon, you've said all you want to do is make me happy..well, you have already achieved that. By you being you, showing me your love and by being so open with your feelings. You truly are my dream come true.You are more than I've ever imagined a man to be and then someone...I love that you are so full of life, so full of love, someone with integrity, truth, affection, wisdom, and all that other good stuff. 

The strength that I see in you, The very strength you show.A plus being a romantic. We both share and respect each others values and beliefs and most of all the path that were on. Hon, your great, your awesome, and your so damn gorgeous and fine with a great personality to top it off. Truly I never thought I'd be so lucky in finding someone as wonderful as you are. I've enjoyed our many conversations we've had thus far. You've been nothing but great. You've helped me come outta my shell and I've noticed the many changes. I feel comfortable to open up and share with you my feelings, my joys, my pains, my HEART!

I love writting letters to you because for me its my way of truly expressing my love, my devotion I have from deep inside. I only want to speak words of truth that come from my heart.. It's like I've known you for a lifetime and I honestly can't imagine life without you. YOU...THIS...here is where I am meant to be! you are what my entire life has led up to.  You are my very best bestest friend, my lover, my protector, my teacher and my absolute soulmate!!

I've never before felt so connected to a person as I feel being with you. Which brings me to say: it's true that you meet up with a few wrong people before you meet the right one, just so you'd be able to appreciate and understand their *worth*. So true.

I'm thankful for meeting you, for this love that we share. You came into my life in such a time of need...You've been there for me since day one never once judging me or the past i've lived nor the mistakes i've made. You've been more than understanding and so very patient. In all that you are, in all that you've helped me see an the beauty of it all, of all you've said and continue to tell me, I'M GREATFUL, I'M THANKFUL! You've proved to me what true love is, how it feels and should always be felt. Your right hon, love does not hurt and it should never have to. I ask that you continue your patience. I know it's impossible for us to be with eachother right now but please continue your patience. I'm slowly realizing the things i've hung onto and have been carrying around is not healthy and that I should learn from them an let em' all go...

I have found the courage to do just that and be freed. These are lessons meant only for me to learn from, to prepare me, make me stronger and keep me striving to be all that I know I can be. Cause hon we both deserve a love such as this, this happiness, this togetherness. The many beautiful feelings we've come to know.

I have so much love to give to you, so much more to share. I want to live the rest of my life with you and watch you grow old by my side. I never want to be without you for even one day.... You remember that time back in we were sitting there and you handed me one of your ear phones, One on my ear and the other in yours...we sat there listening to that song "BABY YOU'RE MY GOOD THING" over and over again, smiling as we gazed at eachother?

You tell me time and time again that i'm your good thing...

Well you know what hon?

Yes I am and you know what?

"HONEY YOUR MY GOOD THING"

And I'm never gonna let you go.

Yours now and forever,

Wiifey

Dear Hon,

If anyone had asked me whether we’d last this long, many years ago, I don’t know what my answer would’ve been. We loved; we leaped. Over the course of our time together, we’ve put each other through a lot. Harsh words, regrettable actions, but we always cleave to one another and offer forgiveness. If that’s not love, I don’t know what is.

I joke that my life turned into a Harlequin plot quite unexpectedly, and that’s certainly true in that you are my hero. By going to work every day, you make it possible for me to live my dream, being with you and with our daughter. I am, quite possibly, the luckiest woman on the face of the planet. I know I can be difficult because I spend so much time in my own head, but whenever I come out of that dreamworld, I always find you waiting for me, and that means more than you can imagine. I appreciate you. I cherish you. Your faith in me buoys me up and makes me want to do better, be better and stronger than I ever imagined I could.

To be honest, I don’t believe in soul mates. I think people can make it work, if they try hard enough, if they keep fighting toward each other, make compromises, and remember why they wanted to be with this person in the first place. You? You fell in love with my writing, first. You were my first fan. The first person who believed I could do this. And you have believed all the way, all along, even when I had all but lost hope. You kept me strong, kept me believing in my dream. And even when I was ready to give up on myself, you weren’t. You’ve never given up on me, even when I didn’t think I was worth it. You’ve stood by me through fire and flood, an international move, and more. Though I don’t believe in soul mates, you are the one, the only one, with whom I want to share this journey. I want you beside me always.

For you, on our anniversary, a poem by Sara Teasdale:

It will not change now
After so many years;
Life has not broken it
With parting or tears;
Death will not alter it,
It will live on
In all my songs for you
When I am gone.

~ Sick and Tired ~

Am writing this not as a love letter but to tell what I wanted to talk about us. I think we just missed some time talking or hanging out together as a couple. I miss the times we used to be like lovers in love.

Those sleepless nights and intimate moments not to mention going home the next day. So funny that we have to go to work a few hours after we arrived home…..Those were the days.

I know that you’ve been very busy with your job and I do understand how it works.

You were to me now, a thing in the past, nevertheless one who had shared my bittersweet and fond memories of what I now call a tender love.

I was so young then, too trusting, too in love for my own good that it had become a great downfall for me when one day I woke up knowing that we cant be together anymore.

Now, as I looked back you were merely a retrospect, a rendezvous where once I had been too happy to believe nothing else could be as beautiful.

You were my fondest memories of a boy who loved me, but for the threatening battle I would have to face with people attached to you . You seemed to be a wounded, careless,

passionate sometimes too needy but nonetheless a man who never asked questions about all the imperfections of the world he had to live with.

I was so sure that you really love me .Just as sure as I am now because after all those years you remained never far beyond my reach. You were always ready for assuring words

even from miles away. I know though that there are just some things no matter how absurd or right they seem to be that can never be the same anymore.

These are the things that will remain to be used-to-bes.

People change. Came across harsh realities. I wished that I was not that girl whose world was centered on you, I would always care for you though.

We were in love but was lifetimes ago. I all but understand that we have been lucky enough to get to have what others can only hope for. I sighed and said in a whisper that I hoped you will

somehow hear.." Lifetime from now, both you and I can look at each other without pain anymore

but with contentment in our eyes. When that day comes, we will be proud of what we would then become. Even without each other.

I was so jealous seeing couples together and you can even tell how much they value the love they shared. I miss the guy I know, the guy that would came up to me even in the middle of the night or even travel that far just to be with me. For 3 years now I’ve loved you and I keep on getting hurt. It’s the pain from the past that keeps on pulling me down and day by day you’re adding more to it. Lies that you don’t take as a sin and things don’t matter to you anymore. I can feel and anyone can see that you’re not into me and you’re just there for the baby. I wanted to know if there was really love. I wanted to fix and bring back the love I thought we had but it seems that the world and what’s happening now is showing me that we can never be together and there can and will never be us in the future. This pains me a lot. I grew tired of arguments and conflicts. Am so tired of this routine and its getting worst. Am so sad and don’t know if holding on is a good thing or letting go would be better.

Most of my questions remain unanswered and every time I wanted to talk to you about it you keep on ignoring such topics and tend to get mad and be annoyed. It’s just I’ve been pushing myself to you and keep on hoping that someday everything will turn out fine, that broken pieces can still be fix. I was wrong, I cant accept the fact that you never did value how much you mean to me and I was too eager looking for a guy who would turn the world upside down. A guy who can make me smile and a guy who would accept me for who I am and mostly a guy who would never hurt me. I was so afraid of falling in love coz I know I would get hurt. It did happen and will happen.

Aren’t you getting tired too? I don’t know if it’s a right thing to say sorry for making the past 3 years challenging and miserable that makes me the person I am now. Thank you though for times you would let things go my way.

10 Signs If He’s Really In Love With You ♥

#1 The most obvious of the signs that he’s in love with you is his desire to spend time with you. Even if it’s for a mere five minutes at the end of the day, he’ll make the time.

#2 On a similar note if he often texts, calls or emails you, he’s got you on his mind. This is another sign that his feelings are pretty intense.

#3 Men are known to be very visual which is why they can’t seem to resist looking when a pretty girl walks by. If you two are out together he’ll generally focus mostly on you if he’s in love with you.

#4 Don’t be at all surprised if he’s the one to suggest it. If he wants you all to himself, that’s another very positive sign.

#5 Although many men aren’t comfortable displaying their affection in public, you may notice him reaching for your hand more often.

#6 He may ask if you’ve eaten dinner yet or if you need anything when he calls. This shows he has genuine concern for your well being which always makes a woman feel incredibly special.

#7 Men typically don’t just bring any girl home with them to meet mom and dad. You should feel honored and touched.

#8 If he wants to do something with you instead of hanging out on the couch, this is great news. He’s putting your interests and needs ahead of his, which shows he cares deeply for you.

#9 He’ll also be interested in your opinion if he’s in love. He’ll want you to choose activities for the two of you. This shows that he wants you to be happy, another sign that he’s developing strong feelings for you.

#10 The last of the signs that a man is in love with you involves him talking about the future. If he suddenly starts talking about where he sees himself in a few years and if he suggests how great it would be to have children with you, he’s fallen in love with you.

ThAt NigHt....^__~

It all started that night.
At first, we were just two people getting to know each other.
I sang you lulabies and we made each other smile with our smart and funny remarks.
I noticed some of your ways.
You noticed some of mine.
We were surprised of how Intriguing we both were.
Once we got tired, planning to sleep our seperate ways,
your slick remark : "this bed is uncomfortable" , made
me say "you could come here if you'de like" , knowing we were just fooling each other.
We talked a lot more, still laughing , still making each other smile.
In one split second, the thought in my head reacted against me , and made you notice.
It all started that night.
Were we promised it wouldnt go any further, but it did.

Trying to hide how badly i wanted you, i told you i felt a simple attraction towards you, nothing else.
You said : " see, was telling me that bad?"
And as you always do .. you gave me two choices.
We can kiss... to find out ...and leave it at that
or we can just not try and never find out.
(I wanted to find out since the day i met him.)
Knowing myself, I chose the best answer.
I didnt have to say anything , because you could tell what my answer was. (it was the same as yours)
Both of us at a calm and slow pase, as if our hearts weren't running,
You leaned over my side of the bed , and you kissed me.
(words make it seem so simple, but it wasnt, it was unique and enduring)
I thought it wouldn't last long , but it seemed like we didn't want it to end.. so we just kept going.
You kissed me as if you haven't felt a real kiss in centuries.
I pulled you gently , as if i longed for you .
You slowly got on top of me , as my heart beat at a faster pase.
I can tell we were both filled with lust and desire.
As soon as you were on top of me i realized there wasn't
anywhere I'd rather be at,right at that moment.
We were still kissing. Only at this time, more passionately than ever.
You seemed scared, so I took your hand and I placed it on my body , so you would feel me.
As you felt me , I told you how much I wanted you in my own way.
I thrusted you , longing to feel how hard you were.
Just so that you would know ive been craving you for a while.
The feeling was so different than anything I've experienced before.
It was a different kind of passion.
It all seemed so perfect, I never thought i could want someone
as much as I did that night I was with you.
You stopped and said we couldn't go any further. I knew that.
We both knew all of the circumstances.
but I still said : "Just stay with me." If you did , I wasn't going to try anything else.
You replied : " I cant. "
"your'e a beautiful girl" , you said, as you looked at me up and down for a minute, me still laying upward on the bed, and you still on top of me, supporting yourself with your masculine arms.
You got up and left .
And I kept thinking of you. Although we remained in the same room.
I didnt sleep. Because I didnt want it to end.
I didnt want that night to end.
A couple of hours passed, as i tried to get some rest,
we "woke up" fixing our beds. I stayed quiet as if nothing had happened.
You surprised me and you asked for a hug that reliefed me.
As we hugged , our hearts comunicated in a weird but pure way.

And then we both thought it was our beginning and our end.
But it wasn't the end.
It wasn't the beginning.
I knew it was destiny...