Monday, March 1, 2010

You Don’t Have To Say

Dear Hubby,

I’m not going to say I love you, you should have no doubt in your mind that I do.

The little things you do reassure me that you love me too. The 3 words that we say to each other on occasions that are right give me the exact same feeling of when we hold each other tight. The scent of you when you come in close for a kiss and the fact that I can’t even walk past you without a touch of your skin first, that’s what love is.

Whenever we fight, and let’s face it we do, the only thought that’s in my mind is how much I care to even argue with you. When you get so low sometimes that even I find it hard to lift you up, just please remember that I’ll always be there to give you a hug, to tell you it’s alright and to wipe the tears away from your eyes.

This love letter is not just for the times we’ve talked and I found myself anticipating the next word that fell out of your mouth, it’s not even just for the times you said that you loved me more than life itself, this love letter is to thank you for being you and letting me be part of your life, for not building a wall that I couldn’t see through, for telling me I’m beautiful when I feel so ugly, for sticking with me through good and bad. With all these things you do for me, is there really any reason to say ‘I love you’ when I know already and shouldn’t I even bother saying it to you when I’ve already built my world around you.

I just want to thank you and thank whoever sent you for me to put my faith in you. This letter is just a patch on what I feel for you; the rest is a private conversation between our hearts.

Love always…

Wifey

HaTe

I hate when you cry seeing it in your eyes
I hate the way you yell when you’re angry
I hate your stupid jokes when you try to make people laugh
I hate when you’re mad, an take it out on me
I hate it when you’re sad after we fight
I hate that hate hurts me so much

Most of all I hate when you make me smile
The way your eyes linked with mine
I hate when you hold me as if you let go I’ll fly away
I hate the fact I care so much
I hate that when I say hate
Most of it isn’t true yet you don’t know it
I hate knowing that you may hurt me
I hate thinking you might throw me away

I hate when we don’t kiss
I hate not being with you
I hate not hearing your sweet voice
But you know what I hate most?
Is the fact you stole my heart
From the first day we met
What I hate most of all is that
I don’t hate you