ThAt NigHt....^__~

It all started that night.
At first, we were just two people getting to know each other.
I sang you lulabies and we made each other smile with our smart and funny remarks.
I noticed some of your ways.
You noticed some of mine.
We were surprised of how Intriguing we both were.
Once we got tired, planning to sleep our seperate ways,
your slick remark : "this bed is uncomfortable" , made
me say "you could come here if you'de like" , knowing we were just fooling each other.
We talked a lot more, still laughing , still making each other smile.
In one split second, the thought in my head reacted against me , and made you notice.
It all started that night.
Were we promised it wouldnt go any further, but it did.

Trying to hide how badly i wanted you, i told you i felt a simple attraction towards you, nothing else.
You said : " see, was telling me that bad?"
And as you always do .. you gave me two choices.
We can kiss... to find out ...and leave it at that
or we can just not try and never find out.
(I wanted to find out since the day i met him.)
Knowing myself, I chose the best answer.
I didnt have to say anything , because you could tell what my answer was. (it was the same as yours)
Both of us at a calm and slow pase, as if our hearts weren't running,
You leaned over my side of the bed , and you kissed me.
(words make it seem so simple, but it wasnt, it was unique and enduring)
I thought it wouldn't last long , but it seemed like we didn't want it to end.. so we just kept going.
You kissed me as if you haven't felt a real kiss in centuries.
I pulled you gently , as if i longed for you .
You slowly got on top of me , as my heart beat at a faster pase.
I can tell we were both filled with lust and desire.
As soon as you were on top of me i realized there wasn't
anywhere I'd rather be at,right at that moment.
We were still kissing. Only at this time, more passionately than ever.
You seemed scared, so I took your hand and I placed it on my body , so you would feel me.
As you felt me , I told you how much I wanted you in my own way.
I thrusted you , longing to feel how hard you were.
Just so that you would know ive been craving you for a while.
The feeling was so different than anything I've experienced before.
It was a different kind of passion.
It all seemed so perfect, I never thought i could want someone
as much as I did that night I was with you.
You stopped and said we couldn't go any further. I knew that.
We both knew all of the circumstances.
but I still said : "Just stay with me." If you did , I wasn't going to try anything else.
You replied : " I cant. "
"your'e a beautiful girl" , you said, as you looked at me up and down for a minute, me still laying upward on the bed, and you still on top of me, supporting yourself with your masculine arms.
You got up and left .
And I kept thinking of you. Although we remained in the same room.
I didnt sleep. Because I didnt want it to end.
I didnt want that night to end.
A couple of hours passed, as i tried to get some rest,
we "woke up" fixing our beds. I stayed quiet as if nothing had happened.
You surprised me and you asked for a hug that reliefed me.
As we hugged , our hearts comunicated in a weird but pure way.

And then we both thought it was our beginning and our end.
But it wasn't the end.
It wasn't the beginning.
I knew it was destiny...

s_T_A_y ^^, T_o_g_E_t_H_e_R....O.o..__^_~

Geoure bichyeojin nae moseupcheoreom
Geudaedo nunmul heulligo itdamyeon

Dan hanbeon nae saenggak hanjeok itdamyeon
Jigeum dallyeowa nal anajullaeyo

Nuneul gamado geudae eolgul saenggagi naseo
Sumeul swigo isseodo gyesok sumi makhyeoseo

Uri cheot mannameun ojik sangcheoman nameun
Seulpeun yeonghon gateungeol
Naui majimak mareul kkok haengbokharaneun
Babo gateun maldeul ppuningeol

Nal saranghaejwoyo dasi naege wajwoyo
Yejeoncheoreom dasi nal anajwoyo
Nal wirohaejwoyo jigeum jeonhwahaejwoyo

Yejeoncheoreom geudae moksori deutgosipneyo

Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

Hangsang nan tteollyeo I love you forever

Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

Nae saenggakhaneunji aningeol aratji

Sangcheoneun nunmureul namgigo saenggage jamgigo
Chingudeurui wiro deulliji anko
Haru jongil ulgo jukgo sipeul mankeum gaseumi apeugo

Nan tto haru jongil jeonhwagil butjapgo
Geudae bogo sipeo mot chamgo
Honja tto uimi eomneun harureul bonaego

Nal saranghaejwoyo dasi naege wajwoyo
Yejeoncheoreom dasi nal anajwoyo
Nal wirohaejwoyo jigeum jeonhwahaejwoyo

Yejeoncheoreom geudae moksori deutgosipneyo

Kkok ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

Nae saenggakhaneunji aningeol aratji

Nugunga naege wajwo aegihaejwosseumyeon
Cheoeumbuteo isarangeun jalmotdoen georago

Eodinga heojeonhago gaseumi apawa
Ajik neol saranghago innabwa

Neol ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

Kkok ijeulgeorago goodbye yaksokhaetjiman
Ajik neol bomyeon na tteollyeo we got stay together
Jami ojil anha neodo nawa gateunji

Nae saenggak haneunji aningeol aratji

tHe sEarCh iS ovEr...O__~..O-o...^^,..__^

All the things I want to tell you may be capsulized in one line - - I love you!

You've stood by me in my most trying moments and there were times I was very hard on you. But if anyone will ever understand me, it is you, and I know you will always find it in your heart to forgive.

I realized I've been very stingy with praise and appreciation for all your efforts you know that as far I'm concerned, you are the best. That's why we've lasted this long. 

I'm holding on, hard as it is, i'm keeping my grip even tighter. I'm never gonna let go just as promised. Day by day i am understanding and trying to live a life without you but still, for you. Loving you, which would mean loving your chosen profession is tough. Even tougher than i thought. But then again, You, for all that matters, are worth it anyway..

bOoga Lng! kAya kO paRa sa'yO! :p

gihigugma ko kaau ikaw! haBang bUhay.. :p 

+_O.o_+
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wLA kOi LiNgaw. gikatULgaN maN kO aNi.. 

pURO hagOk akOng nadUNggOg. aNa Lng.

On tHE OtHeR haNd, ROMaNtic.

KAy biSag kapOi xa mU takE time xa Ug tOk tO me. wLa Lng. dapAt Lng! 

haha anA nLng paRa d kO sapOtOn nga kadagabie kO katULgaN.

i soOo ?! AS iN! :p

p.s. cUte maN puyd maNinaw Ug "hagOk" aNa lng. aRgh!

HAGOK. HAGOK. HAGOK.


And we CaN build this dReAm together
Standing strong forEvER
Nothings gonna stop us now
And if this wORLd runs out of lovers
Well still have EaCh other
nothings gonna stop us now

Im so glad I found yOu
Im nOt gonna lose you
Whatever it tAKes I will stay here with you
Take it to the gOOd times
See it through the bad times
Whatever it takes is what Im gonna do

Let em say were crazy, what do they know
Put your arms ArOund me baby
Dont ever let gO
Let the world around us just fALl apARt
Baby we can make it if were heart to heart

And we can build this dREam together
Standing strong fORevEr
Nothings gOnNa stop us now
And if this world rUnS out of lovers
Well still have each OtHeR

EmbRaCEd fEEliNgS..^^_,

Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would meet a man that could captivate and win my heart at "Hello". Every moment from when I wake up till deep in the night, there is no place on earth I would rather be than holding and kissing you tenderly.

Ever since you came into my life with this heavenly made gift called "LOVE", I have noticed so many changes in my left alone world; you made me believe again that love comes to those who knows and listens to the music of love.

You have touched my life in so many ways like being there for me at a time when all hope was lost. When I was deserted and thought that the world has come to an end, you stood by me all through the rough and tough times. You made me understand that life is all about appreciation and understanding but must be appreciated first before understanding.

I want to make this promise based on the love that you have shown me and the things you have done to keep my hopes alive; Treasure, today, I declare my love for you alone, no one but you and it's from the bottom of my heart. I promise to be there for you in good and bad times because you are worth dying for.

You are a special man with unique and intriguing qualities that drive my desire for you far beyond any imagination. Never in my life until the day I met you have I wanted to bring a child into this world, share everything, offer all my love unconditionally, and grow old with someone to one day reminisce of the years we shared together. Just the thought of offering my total heart and spending my life cherishing every moment with you, brings these incredible emotions to me I have never experienced before.I will not go on another day without giving us a true chance at a life with love and happiness I know we could embrace together.

A wise man once told me, "When it is real, you will know," … I know.


When things go wrong as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all up hill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
And you want to smile, but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns
As everyone of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won, had he stuck it out.
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far,
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worse,
that you must not quit.


So far things have never worked out quite like I had hoped or dreamed they would.
Feelings I have had since long ago have come full circle like I never though they could.
The one true love I knew has never been lost to me completely as I thought long before.
I always wondered what the future would bring and if could bring the key to that door.
I have found again the love and devotion that I once knew was so deep and completely true.
It is something I have felt all these years, a bond that was strong, real what I knew.
The emotions I feel right now are something I've held deep inside my heart for so very long.
I want to believe they were there for a reason and they will develop into something strong.
These renewed emotions bring with them a flood of
Wonderful and beautiful memories
It brings back the sunsets, beautiful sandy beaches,
Blowing wind in the lush, leafy trees.
I feel the warm embraces, warmth of feelings so true and right as if it were yesterday.
I want for all these feelings to become reality again and be with me to forever stay.
There are so many things that need to be sorted through
And thoughts on tying end.
The one sure thing in all that seems to be going on at this moment is the trust as friends.
I know everyone makes mistakes and does things they
Know is not guided by the heart.
Sometimes people let logic get in the way of what is really important just to be smart.
I am not sure what everything means right now or what the future will bring for both of us.
I do know that we deserve total and true happiness and
Positive feelings can only be a plus.
I believe with all my heart and soul that everything happens for one reason or another.
I want to believe just as strongly that it's because we were meant to follow that road together.

yoU^_^_^_~

Alone in the Dark


There was a lonely flower waiting for someone who can accept and pick her up
Then savior came to fulfill the emptiness
Full of joy, happiness, laughter and pain.
One fine dream came true:..

As time goes by:wind blows in a shadow room
People know that it's perfect one
Living in the iron mask and feel so pathetic
Suddenly she became alone in the Dark
Feeling of something that unexplainable 
with grievances and pain:.

Deep down inside love became empty
Pretending to be happy to escape the fear
Living for nothing is not the answer 
To live alone in the cage of love:.


Facing Reality


I can see you when my eyes close at night
I dream of us holding each other tight
Our lips touch as they once did
We laugh at the littlest things together like little kids
My smile never leaves as us two are together
Our hands stay locked until forever
I can feel your lips touch my forehead as we lay and rest
We watch the stars with my head on your chest
I look into your eyes and speak my heart
I tell you "I pray to God we never part"
Soon the light comes through my window
As I wake with a tear on my pillow
All my wishes have come to an end
As I face reality, as just friends.



Last Goodbye



Loving you was not what I had planned,
It's the crazy feeling that I never intend.
Falling for you was a big mistake,
But still I take the risk for nonsense sake.

Hesitations were on my mind,
Saying that this is not right.
That this is just a vexatious game,
And that I shouldn't bet my fame.
Why do I need to fall for the wrong one?
Is there a malediction in this heart of mine?
Am I only wool-gathering?
That's why I don't know what am I doing?

The craziness inside hurts so much,
The painful truth breaks my heart.
But if there's one thing I want to do,
It's to bid a last goodbye for you.


It's Okey


Moment of soreness, has long past
Cloudy emotion hope won't last
My hazed judgment makes it all wrong
Wondering will it one day makes me strong 

The warm touch is still missing
Laid restlessly weeping 
Contemplate the bitterness are only choice
The only way to tranquil my inner noise

It's almost a year since
Mesmerize every past doing
Train goes, gone leaving it empty
Shallow and disgrace with no sympathy

My bed are cold, my thoughts are fumble
U gone, leaving to avoid struggle 
Wealth, status is your only aim
For your eyes what's the point be in the game

Ur soul lost in the middle of the ocean
No way to go & no true direction
Baby boy just been born
Sadden by the last name
Ever wondering was I to be blamed:..

But it's ok

You asked me once what i see in you and in all honesty, i’m not even sure i know. given that you’re not my ideal boyfriend, but i would like to believe that it is more than that–you make me feel different…

Like i could talk to you for hours about anything and when i get tired talking, i’d wonder why i talked in the first place when you would know everything just by looking at me.

Like I’d tire myself trying to figure out the reasons behind everything but when you hold me close, none of it would matter in the least and all that i would be thinking is just how happy i am to be with you.

Like I’d have a thousand and one mood swings, get angry, be jealous, lose patience, but feel undeniably carefree when you wrap your arms around me and tell me that everything’s going to be fine.

Like I could be the sweetest person in the world but be at my strongest whenever i feel the need to be strong for you.

You make me feel different, sometimes completely ironic. For a year, I’ve never stopped looking for reasons why and I tell you, there’s nothing better to explain it than this–I love you.

Our relationship is never easy. We had our share of struggles and times of trouble. Lots of misunderstandings but as always, you patiently try to understand my mood swings, and solve problems. That’s what’s more important — we made it together. We solve things before the day ends. And with you by my side, I am willing to face another problem and I know that our future will be much brighter, more meaningful. Together, we will face all obstacles because we know our relationship can endure even the worst of times, as long as we love, share, and stay together.

And soon, we will prove to all as well as to ourselves that we are one and will survive unfeasible vagaries.

We are getting more matured and more committed. Thank you for accepting me as who I am. You have seen the real me – my attitude and character; my mood swings. Yet, your love has never been altered. Thank you for all the sacrifices, for everything. You worked hard for making this relationship more happier and stronger. I am with you, forever. God blesses us always.

I know for a very short time, we have so many stuff in life that we don’t really understand, for the fact that we never get along together.. we have so many discrepancies, so many hesitations, questions and doubt not only for our relationship, but as well as within our self.. but no matter what it takes, for this short period of time, i learned to love u so deep.. learned to forgive you when u crashed my heart.. learned to accept what you’d done.. learned to dream about future with you.. learned to sacrifice my pride, learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep w/ sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s will be alright.. to pray that you’ll not gonna say goodbye.. to hope that whatever argument were having, you’re still there, holding on.. to wish the impossible thing in life.. i learned to feel the true love.. but all of those, i never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life.. thank you so much for letting me feel those kinds.. Happy Monthsary and wish us both a happy life and strong relationship together.. and more months and years to come with fulfillment and harmony together.. i love you so much hon and will love you more in every waking day of my life.. and i am so sorry for all those aches and disappointments I’d done.. and thank you so much for everything .. i love you always..♥♥♥

I Promise Myself!

To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind. 

To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.

To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.

To look at the sunny side of everything, and make my optimism come true.

To think only of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best. 

To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.

To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future. 

To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet. 

To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others. 

To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble. 

To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.

To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me. 

Into The New World

Jeonhaejugoshipeo seulpeun shigani
Da heuteojin hu-eya deulrijiman
Nuneul gamgo neukkyeobwa umjikineun maeum
Neoreul hyanghan nae nunbicheul

Teukbyeolhan gijeokeul gidarijiman
Nunape seon uriui goechin gileun
Al su eobsneun miraewa byeok bakkuji anha
Pogihal su eobseo

Beonchianheul sarangeuro jikyeojwo
Sangcheoipeun nae maeumkkaji
Shiseonsokeseo maleun pilyoeobseo
Meomchwijyeo beorin ishigan

Saranghae neol ineukkim idaero
Geuryeowassdeon hemaeimui kkeut
Isesang sokeseo
Banbokdoeneun seulpeum ijen annyeong

Sumanheun al su eobsneun gilsoke
Huimihan bicheul nan jjochaga
Eonjekkajina neo hamkke haneungeoya
Dashi mannan naui segye

Teukbyeolhan gijeokeul gidarijiman
Nunape seon uriui geochin gileun
Al su eobsneun miraewa byeok
Bakkuji anha
Pogihal su eobseo

Byeonchianheul sarangeuro jikyeojwo
Sangcheoipeun nae maeumkkaji
Shiseonsokeseo maleun pilyoeobseo
Meomchwojyeo beorin ishigan

Saranghae neol ineukkim idaero
Geuryeowassdeon hemaeimui kkeut
Isesang sokeseo
Banbokdoeneun seulpeum ijen annyoung

Sumanheun al su eobneun gilsoke
Huimihan bicheul nan jjochaga
Eonjekkajina neo hamkke haneungeoya
Dashi mannan uriui

Ireohge kkamanbam holro neukkineun
Geudaui udeureoun sumgyeoli
Isungan ttaseuhage gamgyeo oneun
Modeun naui tteolrim jeonhalrae

Saranghae neol ineukkim idaero
Geuryeowassdeon hemaeimui kkeut
Isesang sokeseo
Banbokdoeneun seulpeum ijen annyoung

Neol saenggak manhaedo nan ganghaejyeo
Uljianhge nareul dowajwo
Isunganui neukkim hamkke haneun geoya
Dashi mannan uriui

Chemical analysis of human elements

Element name: WOMAN.
Symbol: WO.

Atomic weight: 'Don't even go there'.
Physical properties: Generally round in form. Boils at nothing and may freeze at any time. Melts whenever treated properly. Very bitter if not used well.

Chemical properties: Very active. Highly unstable. Possesses strong affinity to gold, silver, platinum,and precious gemstones. Violent when left alone. Able to absorb great amounts of exotic food. Turns
slightly green when placed next to a better specimen.

Usage: Highly ornamental. An extremely good catalyst for dispersion of wealth. Probably the most powerful income reducing agent known.

Caution: Highly explosive in inexperienced hands.


Element: MAN.
Symbol: XY.

Atomic weight: (180 +/- 50).

Physical properties: Solid at room temperature. Gets bent out of shape easily. Fairly dense and sometimes flaky. Difficult to find a pure sample. Due to age and rust, older samples are unable to conduct electricity as well as younger samples.

Chemical properties: Attempts to bond with WO any chance it can get. Also tends to form strong bonds with itself. Becomes explosive when mixed with Kd (child) for prolonged periods of time. Can be neutralised by saturating with alcohol.

Usage: None known. Possibly good methane source.

Caution: In the absence of WO, this element rapidly decomposes and begins to smell.

Thank you for

the happiness,

the inspiration,

the time,

the messages,

the calls,

the care,

the gifts,

the moments,

the kisses,

the hugs,

the laughter,

the memories,

the plans,

the love…



I love you enough to fight for you,
compromise for you and sacrifice myself for you if needed...
Enough to miss you incredibly when we're apart,
no matter what length of time it's for and regardless of distance.
Enough to believe in our relationship,
to stand by it through the worst of times,
to have faith in our strength as a couple and to never give up on us.
Enough to spend the rest of my life with you,
be there for you if you need or want me,
and never..ever want to leave you or live without you..

I LOVE YOU :)

yeah..sa oras na to,monthsary namin at kausap ko siya sa ym..habang tina-type ko ung nasa taas biglang umalingawngaw ung music ...sumakto pa nga sa dapat iselebreyt..
THIS I PROMISE YOU ng N'SYNC.. *wink* *wink*

it's 11:19pm now,sabi nya knina inaantok na siya..pero talagang nag extend pa siya ng ilang oras para lng mabati nya ako ngaun..

what so special bout him?

kanina,habang tina-type ko ung message ko sa ym nya,hindi ko alam kung bakit pero naiiyak ako..siguro dahil sobrang blessed ako dahil mahal nya ako..EMO,haha..pero seryoso,di ko alam kung bakit ako umiyak kanina. IYAKIN talaga. lol.

The word forever seems like a long time,
but if you’re with the person you love
then forever isn’t long enough.

Don't Quit!!!!!~^_^~

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will 

When the road you're trudging seems all uphill 

When the funds are low and the debts are high

 And you want to smile, but you have to sigh 

When care is pressing you down a bit 

Rest if you must, but don't you quit. 

Life is queer with its twists and turns

 As every one of us sometimes learns 

And many a fellow turns about 

When he might have won, had he stuck it out. 

Don't give up though the pace seems slow 

You may succeed with another blow. 

Often the goal is nearer than it seems to a faint and faltering man; 

Often the struggler has given up 

When he might have captured the victor's cup; 

And he learned too late when the night came down 

How close he was to the golden crown. 

Success is failure turned inside out 

The silver tint of the clouds of doubt 

And you never can tell how close you are 

It may be near when it seems afar; 

So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit 

It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit. 

Strokes of Elegance

I will always know home
with your polite smile

insisting I share more
childhood memories.

Alert streetlights soften
your rigid features

auburn leaves contribute
their glow to blue night.

We stroll on rainy cement
relaxed by weather's warmth

admiring under swift
arched lullabies. 

With every passing moment 
I miss you.

With every waking hour
I want you back.

With every dream 
Comes a nightmare 

That you wont be there
With every tear

It becomes clear
That you wont be here

With every heart beat
ever, tear, every hour 

and every nightmare
I MISS YOU...(~o~)

Happiness here now?
No more tears?

Smiling again...
my heart aches, 

when i think i wont hear from you
I don't know whats come over me

What if its L.O.V.E?
But wait, it's too soon

But I love talking to you
Just thinking about being with you 

Puts me in a happy place
Day dreaming about you or us as 'one'

cuddling together and just doing the 'couples' thing
My body shivers just thinking about you

Every moment we talk makes my feelings for you grow stronger
I cant really explain it but i just want to let you now

I'M SO INTO YOU AND I DON'T WANT TO GIVE UP ON YOU! 
Happy Monthsary Hon, I Love You