Monday, December 7, 2009

I feel it

Dearest Hubby,

I have waited so long to be able to wake up every day to your beautiful face. I'm so thankful to God that you're here... that I never have to be apart from you. Writing this right now makes tears come to my eyes. I have such a strong love for you that I could cry all day long just because I love you. Sure, I tell you that I love you and how much, and I try to show you, but no matter what I do for the rest of our lives, you will never know just what I feel inside. How you make me feel is something that can only be felt, never explained. You take my breath away with some of the things you say. Just the way I feel when I lay with you, your arms wrapped around me, holding me, like I'm your baby. I sometimes am surprised of how much emotion comes out when I cry over you. My love for you is so strong that even I don't always realize how much I love you and cherish you.

You say I'm perfect and that you're the luckiest guy in the world, but you don't see what I see when I look at you. To me, you make me so, so lucky to even have you touch me with your hands. Or to even glance my way. I don't know what I did to deserve you in my life, but I thank God for letting me do it. You are so unbelievably perfect. And you are the perfect boyfriend, fiance, friend, person, human being in the world... you, my hubby, are the perfect one, not me.

You're my life and you have my whole heart. Wherever you go I'm always right there with you, because you have my heart and soul. I adore you and every part of you: your little dimples, your perfect hands, beautiful eyes, perfect, luscious lips, cute tummy, your neck ... I'm getting chills just thinking about it! It's so muscular and, well ... perfect! Just as is everything else on you and about you.


Love always,

Wifey

chance of a lifetime

Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would meet a man that could captivate and win my heart at "Hello". Every moment from when I wake up till deep in the night, there is no place on earth I would rather be than holding and kissing you tenderly.

Ever since you came into my life with this heavenly made gift called "LOVE", I have noticed so many changes in my left alone world; you made me believe again that love comes to those who knows and listens to the music of love.

You have touched my life in so many ways like being there for me at a time when all hope was lost. When I was deserted and thought that the world has come to an end, you stood by me all through the rough and tough times. You made me understand that life is all about appreciation and understanding but must be appreciated first before understanding.

I want to make this promise based on the love that you have shown me and the things you have done to keep my hopes alive; Treasure, today, I declare my love for you alone, no one but you and it's from the bottom of my heart. I promise to be there for you in good and bad times because you are worth dying for.

You are a special man with unique and intriguing qualities that drive my desire for you far beyond any imagination. Never in my life until the day I met you have I wanted to bring a child into this world, share everything, offer all my love unconditionally, and grow old with someone to one day reminisce of the years we shared together. Just the thought of offering my total heart and spending my life cherishing every moment with you, brings these incredible emotions to me I have never experienced before.I will not go on another day without giving us a true chance at a life with love and happiness I know we could embrace together.

A wise man once told me, "When it is real, you will know," … I know.

Love, hugs & kisses,

The Man I Met

I met a man in my midst of serenity
Making me out of my way
He showed me, this is life should be
A life which I thought, that is always free.

Knowing him was really wrong
But in some ways, he made me strong
Fate has really played on me
Making me ask, why it should be me?

I met a man in my midst of confusion
He was there, letting me out of my apprehensions
Life is really unpredictable
That I realized I am so vulnerable.

I want him to always stay with me
But sadly, it just can't be
He has to be on his way
"And I have to be where I was before", that's what I say.

I met a man and he may be a mistake
Losing him, I may not be able to take
If letting him go would be his wish
There's nothing I can do, but to say 'yes'.

Maybe there's a place where we can be together
Maybe somewhere, there's a forever
Time may let the feelings forget
But it can always be remember that once in my life:
there was this man that I met.

Love you Always

Dear Mah Hubby,

"Hi, Hon, I love you," that's always how we start. Those five simple words always bring a smile to my face and song to my heart. I am just writing this here because it's the only way I know that I can shout to the world I love you!

The day you came into my life a miracle happened. One minute I was resigned to the fact that love was a part of my past, something although painful to think about, was nothing more than mere memory. And then there you were.

You opened my heart in ways it had never been opened before. You awakened a part of me that had lay dormant all of life. Although I had loved and been loved before, never had it been so intense and so deep as what we feel for each other. This much I am sure of, we share a love so true that I have never before experienced the true joy of complete empowering, soul-felt love as we share.

We have tried to deny our love time and time again to no avail. The comfort I feel in knowing that we can disagree, we can get through the roughest of times and still know in our hearts that we can't live without each other is what makes it even more special. "It wouldn't matter if it didn't matter..." Hon, you matter to me and I know in my heart I truly matter to you. I am secure in your love as I know you are in mine. What more could we ask for than to be truly loved as we do each other and have found the one we have both been searching for all our lives.

So, to all you out there who read this letter of love, if you've found it, hold it tight, cherish, respect, and be kind to each other. This kind of love is rare and special beyond words. For those of you haven't found it yet, don't give up and settle... they're out there and if you're lucky, someday you will know what these words I've just written mean... you'll feel them in your heart.

So, in closing, let me shout this to all..., "I LOVE YOU, HON, WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL!"

Love always,

Wifey

I Will Be Yours Forever

Hon,

Ever since you came into my life with this heavenly made gift called "LOVE", I have noticed so many changes in my left alone world; you made me believe again that love comes to those who knows and listens to the music of love.

You have touched my life in so many ways like being there for me at a time when all hope was lost. When I was deserted and thought that the world has come to an end, you stood by me all through the rough and tough times. You made me understand that life is all about appreciation and understanding but must be appreciated first before understanding.

I want to make this promise based on the love that you have shown me and the things you have done to keep my hopes alive; Treasure, today, I declare my love for you alone, no one but you and it's from the bottom of my heart. I promise to be there for you in good and bad times because you are worth dying for.

I pray that the Good Lord watch over us till the end of time.

Love you always

hope in your smile

Dearest Hubby,

It has been a long time since we met. I can't believe how long I've been loving you and how long I've contained my love.

The look of your eyes and that smile that you gave me melted my heart away. Those smooth cheeks you have, oh, I wished I could've given you a kiss right away. As soon as I see your face, my knees go weak, my heart throbs hoping to feel you around me. Your body is perfection and to me it does not matter.

I loved the way you looked at me the other day. I couldn't talk, my mouth felt numb and I stuttered. I wished I had the courage to do so 'cause you're the most beautiful angel I have ever seen. Maybe God closed my eyes to other girls and you attracted my attention. I have been waiting for you for 3 years now, I hope I'll be able to talk to you soon. I just don't have the courage.

Thanks for the smile you gave me. I really felt so lightened inside that I melted. I could say nothing but to just stare at your natural beauty. I wish we could go out together one day and we could have our nights by the bay and that I could pour out my feelings to you. Thank you, you awaken me, deep inside. Even if you don't love me, I'll always wait for you and no matter what, you are in my heart... no matter what happens. I hope I'll be able to hold you in my arms and tell you that I love you. That's all I need from you. I love you and that's a promise.

Love always,
Wifey

Four months and forever

Dear Hubby,

Hello,Handsome, it has been four months, four whole months and forever. Forever I know you'll be here in my heart, in my arms, and when years go by I want you to know how much I love you each and every day.

You are a miracle, each and every day with you I treasure in my heart. Every beat of my heart fills more and more with your love. You are the most beautiful person in the world, inside and out. You filled that hole in my heart that has been missing for years. I love you; thank you. I hope I make you as happy as you make me.

To me, Hon, you are perfect. Perfect to me, everything about you. The beauty inside of you is miraculous. It is beyond what nature could ever possess. You are more beautiful than anything I have every seen in my life. Just take a look in the mirror and you'll know what I am talking about.

Thanks for being there, thanks for loving me, thanks for being you. I love you with everything I am. No poems, no words, no letters, no gifts, nothing can ever express how much I love you, but you know how much that is.

Love always,..^_^

just broken

i don't know what to do about anything
its driving me insane
i can't stop loving you
or worrying if your ok
i can't stop wanting you
to have and to hold
i really really wish
our love didn't get old
every day that passes me by
i wonder what things could be like
followed with a sigh
i wish and i pray that this is a dream
i pinch my self
over and over
only to scream
this really hurts me
in an undescribeable way
i wish and i wish
for the pain to go away
i can't understand why this is happening now
i really don't get it why ? or how?
i really wish things went different
you don't understand
we were suppose to grow old together
not look back on
what we use to have.

so lucky to have you

Dear mah hubby,

If I haven't told you - I am so lucky to have you in my life. I adore and love you so much! My friends are so jealous! You are a wonderful man and words cannot convey how much you mean to me. Just thinking about these feelings makes me tingle all over - to this day I still have butterflies in my stomach just like the ones I had at the Melting Pot. I feel like these feelings should be left for teenagers only - I don't know if you understand what I am saying: it feels great to actually love and be love in return. I never feel less or more when I am with you; you always make me feel needed.

You are a very giving man in every way (yes I am spoiled), and most of all you make me feel safe, emotionally and mentally. Thank you for being part of my life. I'm very happy with you and I could not ask for a better man than you. Thank you for loving me despite of my shortcomings and emotional rollercoastering. Thank you for being an exceptional man - you are one of a kind!

Love always,

mah wifey