Thursday, August 1, 2013

You Warm My Heart


Hon,


Having your love has been the best thing thats ever happened to me. I'm thankful to have you in my life. You are perfect, everything about you, everything you do seems so flawless. I feel so loved, I feel all I've longed to feel. I've told you many times already and I will continue to always let you know. Just experiencing life with you is a gift I could hardly contain. You bring out the goodness in me. You've been wonderful to me, to my family. You make me really happy hon. And even though were apart so much of the time, it's made up each time I see you again!

That feeling that I get is overwhelming every time that I do get to see you for the first time in such a long awaited visit. As the days go by my feelings for you are continously growing deeper and much more stronger. Damn just thinking about seeing you again I'm getting butterflies:P  Time is  a ticking and I'm anxious to see you...
Hon, you've said all you want to do is make me happy..well, you have already achieved that. By you being you, showing me your love and by being so open with your feelings. You truly are my dream come true.You are more than I've ever imagined a man to be and then someone...I love that you are so full of life, so full of love, someone with integrity, truth, affection, wisdom, and all that other good stuff. 
The strength that I see in you, The very strength you show.A plus being a romantic. We both share and respect each others values and beliefs and most of all the path that were on. Hon, your great, your awesome, and your so damn gorgeous and fine with a great personality to top it off. Truly I never thought I'd be so lucky in finding someone as wonderful as you are. I've enjoyed our many conversations we've had thus far. You've been nothing but great. You've helped me come outta my shell and I've noticed the many changes. I feel comfortable to open up and share with you my feelings, my joys, my pains, my HEART!
I love writting letters to you because for me its my way of truly expressing my love, my devotion I have from deep inside. I only want to speak words of truth that come from my heart.. It's like I've known you for a lifetime and I honestly can't imagine life without you. YOU...THIS...here is where I am meant to be! you are what my entire life has led up to.  You are my very best bestest friend, my lover, my protector, my teacher and my absolute soulmate!!
I've never before felt so connected to a person as I feel being with you. Which brings me to say: it's true that you meet up with a few wrong people before you meet the right one, just so you'd be able to appreciate and understand their *worth*. So true.

I'm thankful for meeting you, for this love that we share. You came into my life in such a time of need...You've been there for me since day one never once judging me or the past i've lived nor the mistakes i've made. You've been more than understanding and so very patient. In all that you are, in all that you've helped me see an the beauty of it all, of all you've said and continue to tell me, I'M GREATFUL, I'M THANKFUL! You've proved to me what true love is, how it feels and should always be felt. Your right hon, love does not hurt and it should never have to. I ask that you continue your patience. I know it's impossible for us to be with eachother right now but please continue your patience. I'm slowly realizing the things i've hung onto and have been carrying around is not healthy and that I should learn from them an let em' all go...
I have found the courage to do just that and be freed. These are lessons meant only for me to learn from, to prepare me, make me stronger and keep me striving to be all that I know I can be. Cause hon we both deserve a love such as this, this happiness, this togetherness. The many beautiful feelings we've come to know.
I have so much love to give to you, so much more to share. I want to live the rest of my life with you and watch you grow old by my side. I never want to be without you for even one day.... You remember that time back in we were sitting there and you handed me one of your ear phones, One on my ear and the other in yours...we sat there listening to that song "BABY YOU'RE MY GOOD THING" over and over again, smiling as we gazed at eachother?
You tell me time and time again that i'm your good thing...
Well you know what hon?
Yes I am and you know what?
"HONEY YOUR MY GOOD THING"
And I'm never gonna let you go.

Yours now and forever,
Wiifey


Dear Hon,

If anyone had asked me whether we’d last this long, many years ago, I don’t know what my answer would’ve been. We loved; we leaped. Over the course of our time together, we’ve put each other through a lot. Harsh words, regrettable actions, but we always cleave to one another and offer forgiveness. If that’s not love, I don’t know what is.

I joke that my life turned into a Harlequin plot quite unexpectedly, and that’s certainly true in that you are my hero. By going to work every day, you make it possible for me to live my dream, being with you and with our daughter. I am, quite possibly, the luckiest woman on the face of the planet. I know I can be difficult because I spend so much time in my own head, but whenever I come out of that dreamworld, I always find you waiting for me, and that means more than you can imagine. I appreciate you. I cherish you. Your faith in me buoys me up and makes me want to do better, be better and stronger than I ever imagined I could.
To be honest, I don’t believe in soul mates. I think people can make it work, if they try hard enough, if they keep fighting toward each other, make compromises, and remember why they wanted to be with this person in the first place. You? You fell in love with my writing, first. You were my first fan. The first person who believed I could do this. And you have believed all the way, all along, even when I had all but lost hope. You kept me strong, kept me believing in my dream. And even when I was ready to give up on myself, you weren’t. You’ve never given up on me, even when I didn’t think I was worth it. You’ve stood by me through fire and flood, an international move, and more. Though I don’t believe in soul mates, you are the one, the only one, with whom I want to share this journey. I want you beside me always.

For you, on our anniversary, a poem by Sara Teasdale:

It will not change now
After so many years;
Life has not broken it
With parting or tears;
Death will not alter it,
It will live on
In all my songs for you
When I am gone.