Sunday, February 13, 2011

You asked me once what i see in you and in all honesty, i’m not even sure i know. given that you’re not my ideal boyfriend, but i would like to believe that it is more than that–you make me feel different…

Like i could talk to you for hours about anything and when i get tired talking, i’d wonder why i talked in the first place when you would know everything just by looking at me.

Like I’d tire myself trying to figure out the reasons behind everything but when you hold me close, none of it would matter in the least and all that i would be thinking is just how happy i am to be with you.

Like I’d have a thousand and one mood swings, get angry, be jealous, lose patience, but feel undeniably carefree when you wrap your arms around me and tell me that everything’s going to be fine.

Like I could be the sweetest person in the world but be at my strongest whenever i feel the need to be strong for you.

You make me feel different, sometimes completely ironic. For a year, I’ve never stopped looking for reasons why and I tell you, there’s nothing better to explain it than this–I love you.

Our relationship is never easy. We had our share of struggles and times of trouble. Lots of misunderstandings but as always, you patiently try to understand my mood swings, and solve problems. That’s what’s more important — we made it together. We solve things before the day ends. And with you by my side, I am willing to face another problem and I know that our future will be much brighter, more meaningful. Together, we will face all obstacles because we know our relationship can endure even the worst of times, as long as we love, share, and stay together.

And soon, we will prove to all as well as to ourselves that we are one and will survive unfeasible vagaries.

We are getting more matured and more committed. Thank you for accepting me as who I am. You have seen the real me – my attitude and character; my mood swings. Yet, your love has never been altered. Thank you for all the sacrifices, for everything. You worked hard for making this relationship more happier and stronger. I am with you, forever. God blesses us always.






I know for a very short time, we have so many stuff in life that we don’t really understand, for the fact that we never get along together.. we have so many discrepancies, so many hesitations, questions and doubt not only for our relationship, but as well as within our self.. but no matter what it takes, for this short period of time, i learned to love u so deep.. learned to forgive you when u crashed my heart.. learned to accept what you’d done.. learned to dream about future with you.. learned to sacrifice my pride, learned to smile when I’m sad, to sleep w/ sadness in my heart and hope that tomorrow everything’s will be alright.. to pray that you’ll not gonna say goodbye.. to hope that whatever argument were having, you’re still there, holding on.. to wish the impossible thing in life.. i learned to feel the true love.. but all of those, i never learned how to love you less in every waking day of my life.. thank you so much for letting me feel those kinds.. Happy Monthsary and wish us both a happy life and strong relationship together.. and more months and years to come with fulfillment and harmony together.. i love you so much hon and will love you more in every waking day of my life.. and i am so sorry for all those aches and disappointments I’d done.. and thank you so much for everything .. i love you always..♥♥♥

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